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Thank you so so much for taking the time to view my story. If you've been a victim of rape or assault, you're not alone. Organizations like TAKE BACK THE NIGHT are here to help. For more information, visit: https://takebackthenight.org/foundation/ To donate to this organization, click here: http://shatterthesilence.org/donate/ LETS GET THIS VIDEO TO 100,000 LIKES!! SUBSCRIBE ➡ http://bit.ly/SubscribeToMyLifeAsEva WANT TO SEE MORE STORYTIME WITH MYLIFEASEVA? http://bit.ly/StoryTimeMyLifeAsEva 🔥🔥SHOP MY CLOTHING LINE http://www.itsallwild.com/🔥🔥 BUY YOUR COPY OF "The Struggle Is Real" http://bit.ly/EvaGutowskiBook FOLLOW ME!: VLOG CHANNEL: https://www.youtube.com/user/Evasbeauty101 TWITTER: https://twitter.com/lifeaseva instagram: http://instagram.com/mylifeaseva/ facebook: http://facebook.com/mylifeaseva/ tumblr: http://calibeautyteen.tumblr.com/ Produced by SelectNext, Inc. Executive Producers: Eva Gutowski, Adam Wescott and Scott Fisher Producer/Director: Danielle Shapira DP: Brian Christ Editor: Matt Sweeney For full list of credits, please visit: http://select.co/portfolio/the-struggle-is-real/ IF YOU SEE THIS, COMMENT: I love you About MyLifeAsEva: Hey! I'm Eva. I love sharing awesome DIY’s for school, room and home decor. You can also find morning, night, and school routines here. I love creating comedy sketches and skits to make you all laugh! Thank you for making this amazing journey on Mylifeaseva possible! xoxo, Eva I Am A Victim Of Sexual Assault. | MyLifeAsEva https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3rHNLNDGuh4 MyLifeAsEva https://www.youtube.com/MyLifeAsEva
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W3iR D0 (2 hours ago)
The boys at my school are so disgusting. Once when I was walking to class, a boy called (Let’s name him Elias for privacy) Elias told me I had something on my butt. So I went to the bathroom to go check and nothing was there. This has happened many times when I’ve caught other boys looking at that area. I remember I was once at an educational school program and we were there for about a week. We were to live in cabins, and sometimes the boys would peek when we’re changing. We’ve told the teachers and the boys have gotten their lesson.... *But it still isn’t stopping...* They are now shipping the girls with themselves and are always talking about sex. It’s so disgusting and I’m sick of it. I don’t want to tell a teacher, mainly because I don’t want to be a called a dobber (someone who blames everyone) and also because the girls just play along with it. I’m going to High School in a few weeks and I’m terrified. There would be adults around and so many teenagers. And me, an 11 year old girl, would just be wondering around. I pray for those who are a victim of sexual assault. Men/boys are disgusting creatures.
Berry AWESOME (3 hours ago)
I felt like watching a netflix movie
BONNIE ROGER (6 hours ago)
Is this true
Queen Equestrians (6 hours ago)
It’s like when a rapist says u never told them to stop just be like “I NEVER TOLD U TO START”
Four Knocks (4 hours ago)
Just don't be a girl I'm proud that I'm a boy so haha
Emily Meyers (6 hours ago)
My friend Kendra was Sexually assaulted by a 60 yr. old man
Lizzy Perez (7 hours ago)
Ive just turned 11 and i was sexually abused from the age of 5 to the age of 10 and a half by my grandpa. I have been depressed because of many other things that has happened to me in my life including this. My grandfather did it to me only a few days before he got arrested.My grand father has just now been arrested but because the police know that im a victim they have had me reliving every single time he has done it to me.It got worse every year. And even when im alone i keep having panic attacks and i keep going back to his house and remembering and feeling and reliving every single thing he has done to me and i start crying. I am numb. It was hard enough having to deal with it alone but now that my family knows i feel like i have more weight on my shoulders. Whenever i have these memories i just remember and feel how i was frozen during everything he did and i feel and remember how hopeless i felt. and i dont know what to do please help me.
Four Knocks (4 hours ago)
Girls are gay so you deserved it
Jelani Medrano (7 hours ago)
One day I was 5 I hear my mom and dad fight but u was used to it they always fight but I head a glass break so I went down stairs to check and I saw my mom on the floor hurt that’s all I remember I woke up in my moms room.my dad loved me but he is a ass so he left me and my mom and brother but I’m older now and my mom told me that he didn’t do anything that was good he would hit her and not let her eat and di drugs. Ok so it’s been a few Years and I still don’t remember how he looks like or how his voice sound like but I will never want to know
Isela Morales (8 hours ago)
Is this a true story?
Jahonlylove (13 hours ago)
Is this real
Claudia Karttunen (16 hours ago)
i love you
I was put into this position when I was 13 by a boy who I thought was my friend. He was put in jail for only a short time, but he moved, luckily. The police only found out because another one of my good friends told them. I feel more safe without him here, and I owe that all to my best friend, who's still with me to this day.
Bill Zhou (16 hours ago)
lol when this is a sad vid something funny pops up (aww snitchiul)
Angel Of Death (17 hours ago)
I did that once when i was 16. I didnt do it anymore cuz its bad :)
Mlg Bull (18 hours ago)
I’m sorry
ComedyShort Gamer (21 hours ago)
Wht would u put back a banana into a tore plastic bag again
Narong Seak (22 hours ago)
This makes me very sad
Jenna Wilder (23 hours ago)
Everyone says it’s the girls fault and it’s not
Four Knocks (13 hours ago)
It is
RG Pascua (1 day ago)
80% of the comments are stories of how they got harassed
RG Pascua (1 day ago)
I felt this was a netflix movie or somethin
Joseph Kondrey (1 day ago)
there is a lot of detail missing in this story was it sexual harrassment or rape. She said she needed more time, but to convict the rapist the best thing to do is go through the process right away.
maneesha fernandes (1 day ago)
Is it real
Melina Arellano (1 day ago)
I can relate so much when I was young someone did the same thing and everyone including the police and my parents thought I was joking just because I was young and now that I bring it up my parents say that he was probably JOKING and that he was young and innocent no one is on my side...
Taya Minin (1 day ago)
Is this true🤔
iFILM 4 LIFE (1 day ago)
I feel bad for you
eek ok (1 day ago)
it’s scary and when you tell somebody they’ll see it as just a normal touch. 😞
TheShermanTanker (1 day ago)
It's because of you fuckers that evil women can take advantage of the system to ruin innocent men. Thanks so much for completely removing any dignity from the male gender guys
xXBubble CatXx (13 hours ago)
Geez calm down dude
Shealy Morales (1 day ago)
I know im late but i hate how men or boys they think of us as a doll not a human.i hate boys because they can do that and it not fair!
xXBubble CatXx (13 hours ago)
Why don't you search up the Jemery Kyle show?
Four Knocks (23 hours ago)
I hate girls because they cheat on men
Four Knocks (23 hours ago)
Because girls are whores
Grace Shenk (1 day ago)
I’m reading these comments. And I’m tearing up😭 I’m so sorry for anyone who has to go through it. I’m lucky that I have not. And if it has happened to you please tell someone and speak out because it is so not ok! The world is a cruel place at times and people need to learn that no means no! Say no! If you have gone through this! Your a trooper and you can get through anything just stay strong!
Squish Nation (1 day ago)
It is not only rape but other things too
Squish Nation (1 day ago)
Same I was 8 when it happened to me... he was a good friend. When I turned 11 I became depressed because of this... p.s: I’m 11 right now
Angie wolf69 (1 day ago)
Ava its OK many things happen and your not alone
Imad Ahmed (1 day ago)
I’ve been reading the comments of this video and I’ve found A LOT of rape stories which got me thinking. There’s a lot of unpunished rapists out there while there are a bunch of innocent people in jail. If you’ve ever experienced something like this, then I want you to know that you aren’t weak victims. You’re strong survivors. God bless you all. #youarenotalone
Random Vids (1 day ago)
Is this real?
Charlei Irish (1 day ago)
3:38 Doesn’t she sound like Mickey Mouse ?
Eevee _umbreon123 (1 day ago)
Aw schnitzel 😂😂😂😂
Gacha Potato (1 day ago)
Its great u trust ppl to tell.your so happy now and that's a big lesson a 2️⃣lesson that u need to move on
Emma Young (2 days ago)
This is why I respect my parents opinions towards my friends. This is why I think you should have s trusting husband. He/she’s the one that doesn’t matter if you don’t wanna get intermite. You can discuss when you wanna do it and not. I know to some people this is weird and gross but it’s the one person you’ll love no matter what.
Darcie Lee (2 days ago)
Awwwww, thanks so much for talking people through
Ivy Ross (2 days ago)
Sorry I know this is a really deep video but at 3:36 is that you james
Zaylee Fabics (2 days ago)
Every time I about this on the news by the way I am 9 but every time I here this on the news I get scared this is going to happen to me.
Yameer Syed (2 days ago)
If the bag is ripped why'd she put the bananas in the ripped bag?
:DStarQUEEN (2 days ago)
Lol when the bag fell XD
Four Knocks (1 day ago)
Lol when she got raped
Hayley James (2 days ago)
I feel sorry for you
Ruby The Gamer (2 days ago)
Here’s my story 🤧😊 When I was like 9 or 10 I had my uncle who was like 11 and he was in middle school and I was like in 4th or 5th grade but I’m in 6th now and he’s in 7th now..he one time in my house started touching me cause I was in the couch..and he started pulling me to sit on his lap..so as me being dumb🤦🏻‍♀️ thinking nothing gonna HAPPEN!🤭well he started touching my private part then started humping me while doing that can’t explain..so then I start getting back up and start acting normal..u pulls my hand again and puts me in the same position again..😑so then he does the same thing again so then after a few minutes it send thank god.Then another day he comes back..I was not happy about that..so then he was in the bathroom he called my name so I went as me being stupid again😓🤦🏻‍♀️I go and he’s right there standing he tells me to get on him by jumping so I do it..I thought we were gonna play!?but was I fucking wrong..he started grabbing my ass and started like squishing it and I did not know what to do..so then he stopped so then I went to get watermelon and he comes LIKE ALWAYS!and I had to bend down cause the watermelon was in the bottom of the fridge and then he comes and bends me in a sexual position and he starts humping me and I was shook!and I was frozen!i did not know what to do! But then he went home! But that’s all and if u made it here thanks for reading my story >3 just be strong girls!
Hallie Tatum (2 days ago)
what if you dont like banana bread *cough,me
Diana x (2 days ago)
Same.
Princess Slacker (2 days ago)
Above Life.💖
Maria Sioula (2 days ago)
I was crying all off the video
boowhoyuo (2 days ago)
Eva I am sooooo sorry I know how you feel I was a victim for years
Galaxy ARMY (2 days ago)
Preach queen,you are very strong for overcoming this challenge❤️
Kawaii Cat / MSP (2 days ago)
This looks like a drama movie
allison mejia (2 days ago)
you can make this a try not to cry
Four Knocks (23 hours ago)
+Diana x I have no empathy for women
Diana x (2 days ago)
+Four Knocks you need fk help
Four Knocks (2 days ago)
I didn't cry at all Rape is funny
Erin Pratt (2 days ago)
Is this also partially true or just a simbolisation.
Sasha Wintet (2 days ago)
#nomeansno
Kayden Bell (2 days ago)
I play with my willy and the white stuff come out
Four Knocks (2 days ago)
I fuck women against their wills because males are superior
I’m only 11 and I’m watching this I’m not suppose to be watching it but who cares
jesica sharks (2 days ago)
When i was 4 I was molestet and evrery body said it was noting and it only hapend once and said rape is more painful but then my yonger sister told my mom I just left the wole thing and this year the poleci talked about it and i raned out and cryde she talked two me and I felt a bit beter but I am alwys uncomfertbel uronde men and my teacer how is a man .
Four Knocks (2 days ago)
Go kill yourself then
Kizzi Morris (2 days ago)
That's sad I have missing scenes in my life because of it
Lara (2 days ago)
Okay, so this is awful But i don’t like it when some girls say that all boys are rapists All the guys i know are really cool and would never do anything remotely like that I see people all the time who say boys are raised to rape girls which is horrible and makes me feel bad for guys One of my close friends believes rapists and pedophiles should be given the death penalty immediately, and i agree with him Boys don’t rape girls, and girls don’t rape boys, people rape people If that makes sense I don’t know i’ve been rambling
keisha williams (3 days ago)
That why I go to⛪️
Diana x (2 days ago)
+Four Knocks you need to go to Church hoe.
Four Knocks (2 days ago)
You need to go to school Dumb bitch
Gamer ZeldaSkyward1 (3 days ago)
Last year (I was 12) there was a guy in my grade. He was the cool guy😞. So anyway me and my friend were chatting and he just walked up to me, grabbed me and started touching my butt. I managed to kick him. Then he just started again! My friend was yelling stop! (So was I) Then I kicked him again I turned around and I punched him straight in the face. Me and my friend just ran. I am so lucky I got away... Thank you Eva for amazing video! Love ya!! 😍😘
Gstuctor (3 days ago)
Did you actually get raped
CaptainDerp (3 days ago)
Lol
Mixer Forever (3 days ago)
Did this happen to Eva in real life?
Dana Beardmore (3 days ago)
#metoo
Ben Smith (2 days ago)
I'm sorry that happened to you, how old were you when you were raped?
skylar messore (3 days ago)
when I first read your book I was always so happy and then when I got to that part of the book I started crying because that's crazy that that happened to you. you are so strong eva #shnitzlesquadforlife most love to you eva<3
So here’s my story: I was nine years old, it was just another regular day at school, but then , in the middle of the day this guy (I still have classes with him unfortunately) started to grab my chest. I had a crush on this guy, but I never wanted something like this to happen. I slapped him and shouted “PENDEJO” and ran away. I felt super uncomfortable and when I got home. I started to cry. He kept doing it over and over again and soon one of his friends joined in on it. He did it RIGHT IN FRONT OF THE TEACHER and my teacher didn’t do anything! 😭💔
Parvathi S (2 hours ago)
Please report about this to your parents. They could talk to the principal or the cops about the teacher and those students.
Leroy Stone (3 days ago)
Thank you for sharing, for the courage to put out there what needs to be said. But most of all, thank you for understanding and sharing that the power to create better, the answers that we seek are always within us. This is so very powerful and amazingly positive. Hope you continue on your positive path. You are certainly on to something that is worthwhile. All my love to you.♥☺♥
LESSON: DON’T TRUST TEACHERS!
xXBubble CatXx (13 hours ago)
Why she did Eva a favour by telling the cops if she didn't then he could have carried on!
Susannah LPB (3 days ago)
Omg r u ok
Brooklyn and Camie (3 days ago)
There is another story I don't feel like writing it today
Brooklyn and Camie (3 days ago)
So I was raped. By my mom's friend (no longer friends). So my mom and Patrick was in my moms room and I was 6 at the time. They were watching a scary movie. And my mom told me to go sleep in my room for a bit. And Patrick will come in later and bring me in my moms room when the movie was over. He came in and he pulled down my pants and started touching me. And till this day I remember how he was hurting me down there. And I told him to stop or I was going to yell for mommy. He said don't or I will not stop. I didn't say anything then. He was doing that for 10 minutes. Then he brings me in to my mom and bends down to he and said "Sleep tight". And till that day I told no one. My mom still doesn't know. Not even my best friend. I'm scared too. And I'm 13 now. And still remember it like it was yesterday. And that was 7 years ago. 2011 is when it happened. That is why I hate men/boys that are over 30. Men/boys under 30 are ok. So I will get to not hate them as I get older. I will just hate men/boys that are like 20 years older than me. Why I don't mind men/boys that are under 30 now is because I feel like they just get me. I like now they will not touch me down there. So women/girls tell someone. Don't be like me and hold it in. You can't hold it in forever. Trust me. Just don't try. Love you fam.❤❤❤❤
Samantha Guevara (2 days ago)
Ok so when I was 4 my dad was supper nice to me he got me everything! But one day I.was in the shower and my dad came in the shower and I asked what was he doing he said "I just wanna have "fun" with you" and he smirked and I felt extremely uncomfortable so I said NO but he did not care so he ended up raping me and it happend until my 9 birthday!!! I hade enough of it so I told my mom and she said "I will go ask him " so she did and when she came back up she was mad and she hit me (it was.not the first time) so then I was rushed to the hospital and I took so many test to see if I was pregnant and I was (remember at the time I was 9) so now i am 14 and live with my foster parents and I have a.kid named lexie and she is the best little thing ever I love her so much but she asked who her dad is and I say my boyfriend is her dad but every time I say that it remains me of the past from when I was 4 to when I was 9! I still cry I still remember I still fell pain! I try to be the best mom ever!thx for reading my story! And lile Eva said you are not alone I no exactly how you fell🖤🔸🖤🔸🖤🔸🖤🔸🖤🔸🖤🔸🖤🔸🖤🔸🖤🔸🖤🔸🖤🔸🖤🔸🖤🔸🖤🔸🖤🔸🖤🔸🖤🔸🖤🔸🖤🔸🖤🔸🖤🔸🖤🔸🖤🔸🖤🔸🖤🔸🖤🔸🖤🔸🖤🔸🖤🔸🖤🔸
Emma Huang (3 days ago)
I love you
This is true?
ELSIE POPPERT (3 days ago)
Is this real. If it is I’m so sorry
Toasty YT (1 day ago)
I was 13 years old when a boy took advantage of me. He was 18 so couldn't do anything. I won't go into detail as it is... Well abusive and disgusting. All I can say is that I came out with bruises. For anyone who wants to have sex, find yourself a soulmate and make sure they agree cuz if u don't have their permission, like this 18-year-old jerk, then you'll go to prison, like this 18-year-old bastard. Edit: Btw I did tell my parents but they weren't used to this and decided that I was telling a "teen joke," trying to get "attention" as back in their "days" this never happened. 10 likes and I will explain what happened!!! 😁
Toasty YT (1 day ago)
Ben Smith he was a guy from school, he acted nice so I invited him over to my house when my parents weren't around.
Ben Smith (2 days ago)
I'm sorry that happened to you, was he your friends brother or something or cousin?
Luna Is cool (3 days ago)
N O S T I L L MEANS NO!
Ali Xx (3 days ago)
feels like 13 reasons why, but real
Arely Mendoza (3 days ago)
It has a great message and I appreciate this and keep doing all the work you are doing now, love you😁☺️💖💖💕
Morgan Cozart (3 days ago)
sorry
Breanna Roe (3 days ago)
i min the same fucking boat i was raped 3x when i ran away and i still aint recovered. im 15 and have had a miscarriage
Breanna Roe (2 days ago)
excuse me? 1 you dont know me & 2 stay in your lane
Breanna Roe (2 days ago)
+Ben Smith i was 7
Ben Smith (2 days ago)
I'm sorry that happened to you, how old were you when you ran away?
Four Knocks (3 days ago)
Sure you do Stop lying
Jessisca Puspitasari (3 days ago)
I am from indonesia soo sorry if my english is not good but this is mu story. I am just aroun 6 or 7 me,my brother and my 2 cousin is playing in a room my brother and my older cousin is playing a game me and my cousin that aroun a same year just in a bed then he told me that we should do this ( you know what i’m talking about s*x ) because i am soooo STUPID i said yes he said yes our parent do that we as a child can do that but just a little and then we start pulling out pants in under the blanked i dont know anithing about this i just following him because i want to be sooo smart but that make me loook soooo stupid and dumb sooo we start pulling our pants and our **** start toucing but jus like in outside i’m sooo sorry if i describe this sooo bad so yeah we just make a soun like a gun sooo like we are playing i dont know what we are doing because i am soo dumb soo we didi it a few time and a few day or week until my mom told me because i ask how to get pregnan i start too cry soo i tell everything i pray too tell that i am soo sory because at that time i didint know anyting i am sooo scare and probably now my mom and my older sisiter is forget about this but i am soo scare 😭😭😭😭😭 i write this at november 2018 and ata december i am 13 i know i am still too young but i am sooo scare if i keep this story my self. Please tell me that i am ok and i am still virgin because i am sooo scared. Thank you too read my story soo when i see her face i am soo scared i am remember it and one thibg that i am wondering is how is he know about s*x at that age am i right??? we still very young
WOW. Seriously. you not to be blamed if that happens to you. Be Brave. I'm literally Crying right now! Seriously, Man, boy , males, why/ why? why do you take advantage of being stronger than woman? . huh? don't you see , we woman have feelings as well. If you were girls and that happend to you , u probably would be crying. pls stop being so cruel and stop doing those uncomfortable things to woman/Girls
xXBubble CatXx (13 hours ago)
+Four Knocks I sure wish your mom killed you in the womb
Four Knocks (3 days ago)
Women are dumb and weak, you deserve it All women are sluts I'm proud to be a boy, women are evil, you're all baby killers
Tiffany Cheng (3 days ago)
Those comments are just breaking my hearts....
JEON kookie (3 days ago)
Boys, or some of girls, men and women, please, if you need to be so touchy, be with yourself, k? Or find your own girlfriend, or boyfriend, husband or wife😒 Please don't be so dumb
JEON kookie (3 days ago)
I am so sorry for people that became a victim.. I mean, why can't boys or men keep their hands to themselves? Ugh😒 Anyway, because I don't know what to say, I'm just gonna get to the point. Eva, you are awesome. This video helps most or even, every victims.. People out there getting depression over this, and if they watch this, I'm sure, they feel better.. You are awesome. I'm sorry that I can't say anything else. I'm speechless. This is very, so, amazingly, amazing and good!! You can be an actress in the future you know.. Or you already did? I don't know.. BYE😊😊
Diana x (2 days ago)
+Four Knocks how tf is it good ?dumb bitch
Four Knocks (2 days ago)
+Diana x rape is good Deal with it
Diana x (3 days ago)
+Four Knocks wtf is wrong w you?
Four Knocks (3 days ago)
Shut up dumb bitch, can't handle it? Kill yourself I'm proud of being a boy
lemonster (4 days ago)
One time there's a boy tried to touch me but I rejected and then he just straight up pulled my hair, and then I kicked him in the balls and threw a fist into his belly. Got a detention for that, but worth it.
Parvathi S (2 hours ago)
*YOU GO GIRLLL!!!!!!!*
Isabella Dean (4 days ago)
Is it true?
zia storm (4 days ago)
last year i was raped violently twice in one week. one of the times almost killing me. i just told my mom recently and now i’m going to therapy..
Ben Smith (3 days ago)
I'm sorry that happened to you, how old were you when that happened and did you know the guys that raped you?
ellie bel ahh (4 days ago)
i was sexually assulted in india. i cried myself to sleep every night for the following 2 months.
Four Knocks (3 days ago)
Kill yourself then lol
ellie bel ahh (3 days ago)
Ben Smith it happened last year when I was 17 😓
Ben Smith (3 days ago)
I'm sorry that happened to you, how old were you when you were assaulted?
Olympia rosedotter (4 days ago)
i love you ) OMG WTF WOULD DO THIS TO PEOPLE. PEOPLE HAVE A RIGHT TO LIFE THERE LIFE HAPPILY
Kkr7 aj (4 days ago)
My story: it was a few years ago, my stepdad would come into my room or even bring me in his and raped me. I didn't know what to do. I'm only 14 and told my mom last year. She said I'm a liar and still to this day thinks I am. I would cry so much.
Boo 597308 (4 days ago)
Is this true?
shifna shifu (4 days ago)
Didn’t you get pregnant
shifna shifu (4 days ago)
Wait you were r
I'm Nobody (4 days ago)
I shouldn't even be talking because I've just read some comments I'm I'm crying,I've never experience nobody raping me but I shouldn't be talking for what happened to you guys, I'm so sorry ,god bless you 🙏🙏🙏
Jocelyn Capetillo (4 days ago)
I’m sooo sorry for what happened to you thanks for sharing! 😁🤗🙏
Jocelyn Capetillo (4 days ago)
Wait was it a real story?!?!
Meili Leon (4 days ago)
Is this real? Or not
Giselle Martinez (4 days ago)
I almost cry

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