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Thank you so so much for taking the time to view my story. If you've been a victim of rape or assault, you're not alone. Organizations like TAKE BACK THE NIGHT are here to help. For more information, visit: https://takebackthenight.org/foundation/ To donate to this organization, click here: http://shatterthesilence.org/donate/ LETS GET THIS VIDEO TO 100,000 LIKES!! SUBSCRIBE ➡ http://bit.ly/SubscribeToMyLifeAsEva WANT TO SEE MORE STORYTIME WITH MYLIFEASEVA? http://bit.ly/StoryTimeMyLifeAsEva 🔥🔥SHOP MY CLOTHING LINE http://www.itsallwild.com/🔥🔥 BUY YOUR COPY OF "The Struggle Is Real" http://bit.ly/EvaGutowskiBook FOLLOW ME!: VLOG CHANNEL: https://www.youtube.com/user/Evasbeauty101 TWITTER: https://twitter.com/lifeaseva instagram: http://instagram.com/mylifeaseva/ facebook: http://facebook.com/mylifeaseva/ tumblr: http://calibeautyteen.tumblr.com/ Produced by SelectNext, Inc. Executive Producers: Eva Gutowski, Adam Wescott and Scott Fisher Producer/Director: Danielle Shapira DP: Brian Christ Editor: Matt Sweeney For full list of credits, please visit: http://select.co/portfolio/the-struggle-is-real/ IF YOU SEE THIS, COMMENT: I love you About MyLifeAsEva: Hey! I'm Eva. I love sharing awesome DIY’s for school, room and home decor. You can also find morning, night, and school routines here. I love creating comedy sketches and skits to make you all laugh! Thank you for making this amazing journey on Mylifeaseva possible! xoxo, Eva I Am A Victim Of Sexual Assault. | MyLifeAsEva https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3rHNLNDGuh4 MyLifeAsEva https://www.youtube.com/MyLifeAsEva
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kitty cat_lover 101 (34 minutes ago)
I know I'm late but I've been harassed before in 3rd grade i was only 8 by that time 😢 it was a man a grown man.. It was actually the janeter! He used to smile at me alot , and when each day passed by he kept getting closer and closer.. And then one day he got super close.... I dont want to continue 😭😢 but after I said "stop! Leave me alone and now he is fired and I'm happy now ☺️ but just a reminder *NO MEANS NO!*
stephanie evitt (3 hours ago)
I love how Eva shows us how much she values problems I have been through this same thing and I watched this video, it helped me turn my sorrows into strengths thank you Eva!!!!!
Jojo Campbell (5 hours ago)
Is this a true story
Charlene Kibe (6 hours ago)
This should be the best inspiring movie
Genevieve Gumaer (6 hours ago)
Did this actually happen to you!?
Weird Girl (11 hours ago)
Me and my friends were hanging out by school.We were in 5th grade then some guys were tryng to kidnap and then rape us.Thank God we escaped
DinoGaming (11 hours ago)
I’d rather not say these things cuz I’m only 10 but the situation happened to me when I was 7 and..my big cousin (18 yrs old) took me into her room and locked the door. She took off my cloths and did something that wasn’t intended...and...yeah rather not say the whole thing... :(
Scarlet Rees (13 hours ago)
I can't believe they dropped the case. You deserved better
Gianella Montgomery (13 hours ago)
You inspire me so much, some times your videos really cheer me up ( I speak Spanish so I'm sorry if my comment is too short or have like wrong words)
Cat lover 9000 (13 hours ago)
I'm so sorry for everyone that has gone through sexual abuse, harassment, assult etc. Its never happened to me and i hope it doesn't happen to anyone else. Tysm for the message Eva. Ilysm 😘😘💕💕😍😍
Jessica Reder (14 hours ago)
Carolina Straub (14 hours ago)
You are so damn brave
Ashley Shepherd (15 hours ago)
I love you so much!! This helped so much!! I went through the same thing actually still going through it and I’m 16. I can’t thank you enough for this video!!♥️
Ben Smith (6 hours ago)
I'm sorry that happened to you, how old was the boy that raped you, was he your boyfriend?
Evelina Reacts (15 hours ago)
i was sexually harassed by my dads uncle i dont know why its always an uncle...
Ben Smith (6 hours ago)
I'm sorry that happened to you, how old were you when you were harassed?
Alaura.R. Stookey (16 hours ago)
I am afraid of this happening to me everyday so whenever an adult even looks at me I run to my mom
Cora Colorado 888 (16 hours ago)
This video really spoke to me. My cousin took advantage of me when I was really young and I didn’t know what to do. People found out and I talked about it to my parents and like a few weeks later the whole situation just left. No body brought it up ever again. I still think about and what I could have done to make it stop. But anyways, thx for the video Eva! Your so inspirational and this video really made me feel like I wasn’t alone. Reading the comments and seeing how many other people that have been taken advantage of really makes me feel like I’m not alone. Thank you!
James Gruber (16 hours ago)
Eva you are strong and you are not a victim. You are a surviver. He could have done worse but thankfully he didn't.Hopefully you read this.Love you, Eva
Min yoongi (16 hours ago)
Hell no bro you aint GONNA drop her case its important you are the person who needs to help people out there you have to be the hero and count on them and they can count on you😊❤
Maddy Plummer (17 hours ago)
Did this happen
Jennifer Edwards Roberts (17 hours ago)
Omg Eva I’m so sorry. I feel so bad ❤️
Squishies Forever (18 hours ago)
Is this a real story?
Corgi Butts (19 hours ago)
I’ve seen quite a few people who got raped. The question for those assholes are why? Why must you rape someone? Is it like “Oh shit I haven’t raped anyone. That makes me a wimp so I should rape someone.” Like that’s disgusting. Also bring pepper spray around with you.
Why would people do this
imcharliesamuels (19 hours ago)
I was 14 when I was sexually assaulted. April 4th 2017. I don’t know how the date is still in my head. He was my bestfriend. He sent me an unwanted picture. I brushed it off thinking not much of it as people around be like people at school said things like thats what teenagers do. One day he was round helping me babysit my sister but she went out. He began to kiss me. I kissed back once. Then he kept on kissing me. He was grabbing my cheat and I told him he was hurting me but he ignored me. He tried to get on to of me and grabbed my leg. I told him to stop but he told me that I teased him and that I wanted it. He grabbed my wrist and tried pulling me upstairs. He went up there and i heard some noises up there. I had no clue what to do. I was 14 nothing like this had ever happened to me before. I went upstairs because more noises sounded. Once up there he pushed me onto the bed and tried putting his fingers in places. I told him to stop and he wouldn’t listen. He kept on kissing me. His mum called telling him to come home. He left not without telling me not to tell anyone. It took me 6months to tell my bestfriend and 2more to tell my mum. Ever since that day I changed. The school was rubbish with dealing with it because he is still in one of my classes nearly two years later. I break down often and people keep telling me to get her it. Or why does he bother you he isn’t doing anything wrong. But he broke me and I don’t know how to rebuild myself
Its Weifu (20 hours ago)
Thank you Eva This Inspired me alot 💜😊
London Smith (20 hours ago)
Lakeisha Rochon (23 hours ago)
Samantha Rauch (1 day ago)
thank you
alanna shepherd (1 day ago)
Hi yep it is don’t worry
alanna shepherd (1 day ago)
Is this real
TaraLynn Maslowski (1 day ago)
Bananas drop through bag: Picks them up and put it back in the bag 😂
Little Punk (1 day ago)
i feel this pain. I was recently raped by a guy during sleeping. He moved me from the couch to the bed and when i woke up, I saw him on my body and i was naked. He was heavy and i couldn’t escape. I though i wanted the cop to arrest the guy. But it was harder than I thought that i had to tell the details and went through many tests on my body. And police checked all my phones and i lost my privacy. I’m proud of women who cooperated them all the way because I gave up. I gave up when they doubted me if i had sex for money. It was the worst moment and i had a moment to think if it was my fault too. I literally didn’t get enough support from anybody. so i asked the police to stop investigating. I was convinced that it was much easier to forget than going through the investigation. And i’ve never told what happened to me to my family or friends. It doesn’t sound right, but i let the god to punish him. God knows everything and the fact i was raped doesn’t make me any less. But i think there are many ppl like me who couldn’t get a help or support and keep it as a secret. I wanna believe karma or god or whatever punish the suspects.
Rachel Lynn (1 day ago)
I was sexually assaulted when I was only 5, but now that I'm older and understand it it still hurts and I feel like ppl don't think I should feel anything over it anymore bc it's been so long. But I still have my days. Thank you Eva. Thank you.
Beauty boo thang (1 day ago)
I watched this when it first came or but got it in my recommendations again.. I’m just wondering why all the comments are like really recent?
Daniel jones369 (1 day ago)
So true
Kate Lewis (1 day ago)
You are so powerful sharing ur message u have become such a impact on thousands of young women and men around the world ur story shares strength and bravery this is a very strong message u are so beautiful and strong!! I’m sorry a monster would do this to you. You are powerful and such a strong heart. Your message is so strong. This is to teach people to keep going I’m proud of u Eva. 💗💖😊
AJ 123 (1 day ago)
Harrassment needs to stop ASAP
Bullying? Think your So cool? Tʜᴇ ɢɪʀʟ ʏᴏᴜ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴄᴀʟʟᴇᴅ ғᴀᴛ?... Sʜᴇ ɪs ᴏɴ A Diet. Tʜᴇ ɢɪRʟ ʏᴏᴜ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴄᴀʟʟᴇᴅ ᴜɢʟʏ?... Sʜᴇ sᴘᴇɴᴅs ʜᴏᴜʀs ᴘᴜᴛᴛɪɴɢ ᴍᴀᴋᴇᴜᴘ ᴏɴ ʜᴏᴘɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴡɪʟʟ ʟɪᴋᴇ ʜᴇʀ. Tʜᴇ ʙᴏʏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛRɪPpEd Hᴇ ɪs ᴀʙᴜsᴇᴅ ᴇɴᴏᴜɢʜ ᴀᴛ ʜᴏᴍᴇ. Sᴇᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴍᴀɴ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴇ ᴜɢʟʏ sᴄᴀʀs?... Hᴇ ғᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ғᴏʀ ʜɪs ᴄᴏᴜɴᴛʀʏ. Tʜᴀᴛ ɢᴜʏ ʏOᴜ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ғᴜɴ ᴏғ ғᴏʀ ᴄʀʏɪɴɢ?... Hɪs ᴍᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ɪs ᴅʏɪɴɢ. Tʜᴀᴛ ᴋɪᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ғᴜɴ ᴏғ ғᴏʀ ʙᴇɪɴɢ ʙᴀʟᴅ?...Hᴇ ʜᴀs ᴄᴀɴᴄᴇʀ. Pᴜᴛ ᴛʜɪs ᴀs ʏᴏᴜʀ sᴛᴀᴛᴜs ɪғ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴀɢᴀɪɴsᴛ ʙᴜʟʟʏɪɴɢ. I ʙᴇᴛ ᴍᴏsᴛ ᴏғ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴏɴᴛ Bᴇ ᴘᴏsᴛ , ʙᴜᴛ I'ᴍ sᴜʀᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ ᴡɪʟʟ!
KitKat Kitten (1 day ago)
If this is happening in 2019/2018, I feel horrible for others who were born in an earlier time period.
Cleme Diaz (1 day ago)
Oh and i forgot to say im 10 that hapend when i was 9
Cleme Diaz (1 day ago)
I know what you mean my uncle raped me one year later he wanted to do it to me again but i said no but he didnt listen so i told my dad if we could leave so i told them they said it was going to be ok and now he is not my uncle he is just a guy who doesn't listen
Regular Dog (1 day ago)
If that happened to me I would fight back
Angela Horwell (1 day ago)
Is this true story
Infinity Watson (1 day ago)
Love you Eva, you are such a role model...you are so amazing and brave for sharing your story. Love you 😘 💖💖💖😘
Panda_logic ;-; (1 day ago)
Jaidenn Gonzalez (1 day ago)
Hey to the person seeing this comment If you have been a part of any type of assault I hope you told someone and you got justice and I just want to say that I hope you Get better and remember there is always hope don’t give up if you feel like Killing your self don’t do it because you are a blessing that god created God weren’t put you on this earth just so you could kill your self You are amazing and beautiful,may god bless you
Dora. papp (1 day ago)
OMG! It's better to if you say it on someone
Samira Abdelhady (1 day ago)
ok, how tf are these little kids getting raped like i just read a shit ton of comments of these people talking about how they got assaulted at the age of 5 or 6 by someone in their age wtf tho i used to piss my pants at that age and didnt find out what rape was till like the age of 12. I'm sorry you guys have to go through this please stay strong.
me myself and I (1 day ago)
I love you
Mrs. Jana (1 day ago)
I'm a German and when you said "oh schnitzel" I couldn't stopped laughing 😂 in German 'schnitzel' means breaded piece of meet
Amethyst Azul (1 day ago)
I always looked to your channel for inspration. I don't believed this can ever happen to you
Thanks Eva you’re always perfect
Sofiya Pearson (2 days ago)
#Nomeansno Okay??
Elsa _25 (2 days ago)
NO MEANS NO! and if someone try to do any bad to you JUST KICK EM IN THE WORST PLACE! #❤uEVA❤
Pottiaiah Ayila (2 days ago)
Nani Nani
Pottiaiah Ayila (2 days ago)
John Paul paal happy
CCChloeGaming x (2 days ago)
Is this real
Kaddy Crew (2 days ago)
:O f tho’s people
Taylor Sanchez (2 days ago)
I am glad I am not I victim so I can only image the pain you went through we are all here to support you and we all love you. If you need anyone you always will have your fans to count on.
Ava Turnquist (2 days ago)
I was *SHAKING* while watching this... I'm scared for some reason that it will one day happen to me...
Alicia Scarlett (2 days ago)
My brother was sexually assaulted at 4 years old by a teacher at my school
Ashlee Jr (2 days ago)
Is this true 😖😖
Jena Frumesfan (2 days ago)
Monii Bunny ♡ (2 days ago)
I'm so sorry you went through that 😞 it's a really good message! I love this!!
Speckro unicorn (2 days ago)
Is this real
Neile_nei Diphoko (2 days ago)
My rolemodel😭❤❤
Amie Knight (2 days ago)
Last year I was forced to touch my step brother inappropriately by his girlfriend. He didn’t stop it, he let it happen. Because of this I have severe depression and anxiety and I don’t like being left on my own with guys.
Amie Knight (20 hours ago)
Ben Smith they are in their thirties and they have three kids
Ben Smith (20 hours ago)
+Amie Knight so like how old was your brother and his girlfriend ?
Amie Knight (21 hours ago)
Ben Smith I was 17 years old when it happened
ian 77 (2 days ago)
Millions of christian girls have been sexual abused by her brother, cousin, father, stepfather, uncle, grandfather, mom's boyfriend even her bestfriend. I wonder why so many christians can not avoid the sex addiction. Even in church there are many sexual scandals. Don't go to church my friend. Go the mosque, you will find a lot of kind people who can help and save you. Your life is too valuable. If you are an open minded person, read The Holy Qur'an. It mentions about the life practical law, mens and womens rights besides more lovely stories about prophets. Read it carefully and sincerely.
Ben Smith (2 days ago)
I'm sorry that happened to you, how old were you when that happened?
Ava Calvo (3 days ago)
I'm so sorry this happened to you 😢😞💕💕
Jessica Brownie (3 days ago)
13K dislikes?
Brisk Plays (3 days ago)
Wait so u actually got rapped😶😐
Zoe Zatezalo (3 days ago)
Thank you so much for being such an inspiration feminists r mistreated or treated like objects but your such an inspiration to young females.
Marzena Pogorska (3 days ago)
When ever this happens say I am the boss of my body and my NO counts
Almeria Wood (3 days ago)
did this really happen to you
Sara Mustapha (3 days ago)
Did it feel good tho?
Edwina Sibal (3 days ago)
Is this real
Slime DIY‘S (3 days ago)
Does this really happend to eva ? 😢
Jordan C (3 days ago)
Sexual harassment is not taken seriously enough! IT IS A SERIOUS CRIME THAT SHOULD HAVE WORSE CONSEQUENCES!!! I don’t care if it’s some white privileged teen douche bag who thinks they can get away with anything-they should be locked away for a long time! The argument is they are gonna have such a ‘bright future’ it’s not fair bla bla bla NO! They deserve to have their future ruined after doing something so terrible! How do some people live with themselves. If this has/is happening to you pls pls pls tell someone. I swear it will help, and always remember It s NOT ur fault
Michaela Schouten (3 days ago)
I was sexually harassed when i was 6 and then again when i was 11 when by the son of a family friend and it was awful, just know that you're not alone ❤
ian 77 (2 days ago)
Millions of christian girls have been sexual abused by her brother, cousin, father, stepfather, uncle, grandfather, mom's boyfriend even her bestfriend. I wonder why so many christians can not avoid the sex addiction. Even in church there are many sexual scandals. Don't go to church my friend. Go the mosque, you will find a lot of kind people who can help and save you. Your life is too valuable. If you are an open minded person, read The Holy Qur'an. It mentions about the life practical law, mens and womens rights besides more lovely stories about prophets. Read it carefully and sincerely.
Officially Jay (3 days ago)
This could've been a whole movie!!!! It was so good!!! 2019:by the way(I am rewatching this)
Nilasi Jayathilake (3 days ago)
Subscribing your channel was definitely one of The best decisions I have made in life. Before I went through this video's comments I didn't even know this much of people get raped and even child rape cases. I thought those were rare cases. Thank you for making a platform for people to talk about these issues. Love you Eva💜
Gacha Monday (3 days ago)
I know your pain girlfriend I been in it to
Keni And Graycen (3 days ago)
Is this real??
Taija M (3 days ago)
I have never been raped or assaulted but my best friend has been sexually assaulted since she was six by her cousin and his friends. She is fourteen now and she recently got raped by her cousin who is twenty one. I don't know how she gets up everyday after that but she is so strong. She told me and we told a trusted adult together. Shoutout to all the women and young girls who get raped and abused by family and friends. Stay strong and know that there are people who support and love you no matter what happens.
countryrebelz (3 days ago)
I was almost sexually harassed by my cousin and he put his pants down but luckily before anything happened my brother came in and beat his ass and I was 4 at the time and he told me to come in the closet and I did but now I'm 12
countryrebelz (2 days ago)
+Breeze Devlin nah he didn't even get in trouble but my mom almost pressed charges but then my dad stopped her
Breeze Devlin (2 days ago)
countryrebelz is your cousin in jail
Ayat Harb (3 days ago)
Reading all these rape comments disgust me and I'm so sorry for all rape victims. I can't believe people do this in real life 👎 it's so sad and wrong
Haily Moen (3 days ago)
Amira Eid (3 days ago)
Why are people trying to make up stories about rape that’s is disgusting and needs to be stopped
Richard Alvarado (3 days ago)
Such a beautiful message, but you should maybe make one about a female rapist instead of a male rapist, just my opinion
Martina Dianežević (4 days ago)
Soooooo goood
Pineapple (4 days ago)
This actually happened to you????! I’m so sorry 😢💝
I was sexually harassed by my own brother
Laquan Mcintyre (4 days ago)
White men are responsible for 57% of the sexual assault in america, so your most likely to be raped by a white man and your child is most likely to be molested by a white man, so be careful people of all hues. the article is called "The perpetrator of sexual assault".
Genesis Torres (4 days ago)
All of the people sharing their stories are really brave people
aniya woody (4 days ago)
Omg *Eva* my heart is melting and I'm crying ! Eva we stand we Speak out. *YES* !!!!
Imani Muchira (4 days ago)
I once had a dream that I was sexually assaulted, when I woke up I felt horrible. Throughout the school day I was drained of energy and completely blank. I can’t imagine what it’s like when it’s real. I’m here for you, we are all here for any of you ❤️
Aurora Simmons (4 days ago)
I’m so blessed I never been in a sexual assault so I’m so sorry for the people how has been in it a lot of people think it is a joke but it’s not and it causes suicidal and that’s not okay and we live in a world like that which I never thought we did so it’s so sad to hear everyone stories and I’m praying for u guys and hope u guys stay away use ur voice no means no it doesn’t matter what u are talking about u have a voice plz use it!!!
Aliya Koziol (4 days ago)
I was ten, when it happened to me
Ben Smith (4 days ago)
I'm sorry that happened to you, so how old was the boy that raped you?
Aubrey Walton (4 days ago)
The only person who can help you through something is God He loves you and so do I so always remember somone loves you no matter what you have done❤️❤️❤️❤️
SHAYE STONE (5 days ago)
Eva Thankyou s’much for posting this. I was sexually harassed by two guys, and raped by a girl who I thought were my friends back then during my 8-9th grade years and I’m not a senior. I had to walk past them at school and pretend nothing had happened. It ruined me emotionally and physically. But the girl had been homeschooled and one of the boys graduated and one moved to a different school so I could finally step back up my education. It took me years to get over it but now it made me a confident strong women after having to deal with suicidal thoughts and attempts and depression/anxiety. I recently told my mom about it all she was highly supportive. Thanks for sharing this. I love u and u have no idea the impact you have made on me. Be strong ❤️
Milkshake 2005 (5 days ago)
I needed this. Thanks Eva ❤️

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